Copyright 2009
Written September 11th 2005
Today is Nine Eleven
I feel I?m in heaven
having allowed to die
with a big cry
that which did not serve me.
That day in two thousand and one
as I flew from Santa Fe
to L.A.
I felt like a ton
had fallen on my chest
as the pilot flying West
announced that we would have to land
because the Towers had fallen
and the Pentagon was ablaze
In many ways
during the High Holy Days
Los Angeles embraced me.
Two weeks went by
till I could fly
Going home
to my beloved children
and husband
It was great
He was my mate
Being gentle and loving
My heart opened wide
As I let him inside
Three days passed
He removed what he?d masked
Flew into my towers
Crashing my powers
and my hope for love and harmony
30 years fell to the ground
I crumbled in a mound
My heart aching
and breaking
My fear waking
for what was about to come
Four years have flown
and I now fly
like a butterfly
The love for my children
being my foundation
and my motivation
to be in action
and make a change
in this hurting world.
This is the inheritance
I plan to give my children and grandchildren
I had thought the house would be my inheritance
I tried to hold on with all my might
Now I know it is only a trap
One day it can be there
The next, possessed,
smashed, crashed
or under water
By crashing into my towers,
he released my powers
Showing me without doubt
that it is time to let go
To be in the flow
Time to let go of reaction
Be in full action
Time to release myself
from the cocoon
Gazing at the moon
Weaving my silken path
as I dance The One
My family by my side
Knowing my reflection
as I
the transformed butterfly
gently flutter my wings
Allowing my vibration
to touch
and heal
all those
that choose to feel.
May we learn
that all the money we earn
cannot buy peace.
It can buy arms
It can buy weapons
For us to fight
for peace
which will keep
the blood circle deep
and never changing
Another Generation
And another
on the path of war
May we use our arms
To embrace each other
Breaking the circle
turning it
into a spiral
That we may fly upwards
leaving our children and grandchildren
a new kind of inheritance.
It is my intent
to iron out the dent
of the cultural conditioning
I have been shown
The cultural conditioning
I have known
I tried to hold on to the house
Wanting a solid foundation
for me, my children
and grandchildren.
I now know
With the help of the Tsunami
the Settlers and the Katarina
that it takes only a moment
for that foundation
to be torn away
I choose to give my children
a foundation of peace, love and trust
that no government,
bank or flood can take away
It is my intent
to leave you an inheritance
where there will be no pretence
An inheritance of a new reality
A new mentality
Where arms and used for hugging.